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update [25 May 2006|06:27pm]
[ mood | content ]

so the last time i wrote a lot has changed.....
-i got a job at AE
- i dont have a B/F
-got an A on my research project for bio II
- prom was amazing i had a blast
-im singing a song for the band concert may 31
- i won 3rd place in the senior divison of my writing contest
-i am completey content with my life
- yanka is still alive
-11 days till graduation

and i promise that i will update more often
so other then that it been good the last 2 months ive been focusing on myself and i am happy. ive also been reading 1984 which is a great book that makes me connect to the world today. now my next step is college hehe

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allow me to introduce myself [25 Feb 2006|02:04pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

HHIII its me Ashlee if you forgot who i was... ive been gone forever and now im back to fill u in on my LIFE!

so lets do a quick review:
-marching season was good
-homecoming queen
-got accepted to Ferris and Oakland
-got a b/f for x mas
-got a new car
-didnt have mono
-my hair is longer
-sat row zero at a Wings game
-escorted evan at the pep rally
-business manager of WCS-Tv
-blah blah blah

SOooooo today i am going to hangout with the bf this week was winter break and we went to Silverstein i they are really go and i was pissed cause i didnt bring my camera. i am a model for wesner tuxedo and so tomorrow i have to go to a meeting and thats ok cause my friend karen is in it also so itts sweet. and i get a sweet shirt that says model on the back lol which is bad assssss. but ill dont have much to say anymore soooooo im gonna gooooo


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hhhiii everyone and welcome to the show [03 Dec 2005|04:23pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

ssooooo ive been super busy with school and out of my mind but x mas break is coming so and i plan on making up on some lost hangout time. for x mas i would like a pony lol or a coat whichever. i havent started on my spear project ummmm i was accepted to Ferris State and still waiting to hear from State but i just might go to macomb so my things to think about. tomorrow the 4th ill be on tv at 2pm marching down rochester so look for me on tv i will be wearing ear muffs and red circles on my cheek lol. ssooo thats all for now i love u all

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so true [05 Nov 2005|03:43pm]
Your Birthdate: October 26

You lucked out the the skills to succeed in almost any arena.
Put you in almost any business or classroom, and you'll rise to the top.
You're driven and intense, but you also know when to kick back and cooperate.
Your ability to adapt to almost any situation is part of what's going to make you a success.

Your strength: Your attention to detail

Your weakness: You can be a little too proud of your successes

Your power color: Turquoise

Your power symbol: Arrow pointing up

Your power month: August
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a few things on my mind [18 Oct 2005|09:22pm]
so i like this boy and i have before but im pretty sure he doesnt like me cause he never calls me or wants to hangout even tho sometimes he cant. i just hate that feeling that u like someone and u know they dont like u back. i have everything i want in life right now except the need to feel need maybe i should get a dog or something. i miss friends that i use to have. im sry im drum major. theres still something missing. MY BDAY is coming soon the 26th im excited to turn 18 but i dont know what im gonna do.i guess i should get a job cause all my friends have one. maybe ill work with lisa that would be cute.i just wish this week wasnt so stressful with band and ACTS EMU band day and me not feelin well ill get by i always do.
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i always wanted a dog [15 Oct 2005|12:06am]
[ mood | dorky ]

my pet!

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lol [01 Oct 2005|06:16pm]
Your Head Turning Halloween Costume Is
Prom Nightmare
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its been a very long time [05 Sep 2005|09:31pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

wow were ddoooo i start. Marching band is stressful and im alil nervous. i miss jp im not gonna lie. the sense that everything is gonna be alright has gone out the window. sometimes i feel like i dont even know whats going on. the bands spirit has dropped and we have to find ways to bring it up. nothing is driving us to do our best. so i guess im a mess. i feel like this is my life right now and people ask me y dont u quit and i tell them i dont wanna let anyone down. thats one of my biggest fears.

also lately i feel alil lonly i would just like to talk to someone about whats going on in my life and also listen to what they have to say about theres.i met this boy over the summer his name is mike hes super aweseome hopefully i get to see him this weekend he goes to central. hes the only person that i feel right now gets me and he likes my friends lol

i went to the coldplay concert and that was pretty freakin sweet. went with evan his gf lisa and his mom which was fun. they put on a good show just muse does it better.

school is making me nervous i have to start applying to colleges and what not and i have to pick a major and im still alil clueless. why is this so hard for me. well i think i wrote to much so im gonna go to bed ..............

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if ull be here..... [28 Jul 2005|12:33pm]
[ mood | content ]

so i think today is ok to be a good day last night i went with pearl and ang to a party with lakeshore kids it was kool. i like meeting new people. i have to go tanning today and then get my nails done and im free after that so if u want to hangout let me know cause i love u alllllll.

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fly away...... [27 Jul 2005|06:49pm]
[ mood | numb ]

todays the the day my grandma past away last year. im kind of sad today and i havent done anything all day. cant believe its been a year since shes been gone. wow time goes by so fast i hope shes looking down on me but doesnt see when i do something bad. and i hope shes back with grandpa cooking for him in heavens kitchen. i hope i make her proud in life and try to care for others as she cared for me. i guess now i truely miss her so at 8:30pm ill pray for her cause thats when she left this world.

the time has gone so fast, i remember u watching me and always taking care of me when i was sick, now yr gone and i will never forget how much i loved u. all the times i never gave u a kiss because i was selfish, if i could i would have done that all different. i miss u so now that yr gone i wont cry until is all done and when yr in heaven i hope u watch over me. yr with grandpa now tell him how much ive grown and that i talk now. and when they lower u into the ground i will cry but it will be tears of joy cause u r not in pain and u have reached that peaceful place.

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ill be fine..... [27 Jul 2005|12:22pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

uumm well i think i am suppose to be single for the rest of my life. like i hate the feeling of liking someone and then u dont know if they like u back. maybe i should put those walls back up and build and jail for my heart. so no one cause take it lol J/K im retarded but it happens lol. but i am in love with my FRIENDS i love them all. senior pics are saturday and moms a bitch cause she doesnt like some of my stuff. we got into it yesterday night but whatever. well i need to go tanning so i will when i dry my hair

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kisses [22 Jul 2005|03:08pm]
[ mood | nerdy ]

well i havent done to much just summer alil bit of hanging out and the rest of my time is taken up by band but it happens. i took alil trip to CLIMax michigan havent gone to cedar point probably wont either. finding my true friends also. i got my hair cut for senior pics which our july 30th at 10:30 hopefully i look good.

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ill try to post more this summer right now im making cookies and then taking them to my moms work sry for the pic but i dont know how to do a lj cut

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figures [18 Jul 2005|12:27am]
You Are an Emo Rocker!

Expressive and deep, lyrics are really your thing.
That doesn't mean you don't rock out...
You just rock out with meaning.
For you, rock is more about connecting than grandstanding.
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One More Emo MOment [09 Jul 2005|12:31am]
[ mood | emo ]

i HAvent really written anything lately thats been on my mind so i think i will


you are the sun that shines to bright,

you are my day and night where ever i go i feel your eyes,

 they watch me like a hawk,

 i hope to talk when i see u again,

what goes around comes around and again and again

 your my reason for why my heart aches,

the burning thats inside me,

i try to keep my head up high and not fall,

but sometimes i just want to.

ill try not to keep my eyes closed so tight,

cause i promise this is the last time.

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ssooooo [07 Jul 2005|02:29pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]



    WHEre SHOuld I appLy AT?  and ideas

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long time no talk [01 Jul 2005|10:13am]
[ mood | calm ]

so this summer has been going ok went to FJM met new friends i have to new DM's to work with. i baby sat my cousin wednesday and yesterday. yesterday we went to chucky cheese and my cousin nicole took her niece. went to the and also a band party lol. it was an eventful day. i wanted to go to the zoo but it stormed. my aunt has a zoo member card soooo its free. i dont have a summer love but thats ok.i miss my friends a lot like katie, lisa, tim,cahty, CATY, i really do. i wish i had more time ot see them all. next week i have a carwash up at COUSINO for band. we still dont have a director so i dont know yet. only 10 people have turned in their forms for marching band. im alil nevrous. i wanna go to cedar point sometime soon cause Nicole and I want to lol but anyway im gonna go lay around i guess ill maybe write later.

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UUMMM yeah [24 Jun 2005|12:27am]
so boys are really retarded like even if yr not their not yr bf u think they could pay attention when yr doing something many they would remember. its like seriously do u listen to us ever. so um this is why i dont have a bf because they dont listen. i dont need someone thats gonna be around me all the time but well i say something remember and if u want to hangout it takes to, to tango w/e im just mad lol
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ssooo [13 Jun 2005|07:57pm]
tomorrow finals start with means 3 more days until summer and i totally forgot how awesome Thrice is
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heres life so far [12 Jun 2005|08:58pm]
[ mood | dorky ]

well last week i was super busy with drum major stuff trying to get everything to run smooth cause i dont wanna let anyone. their was a lot of drama about who got picked but i think its settling. everything u do effects the band and the people that blew up at it showed that their not as mature as they should be. sure u can be mad all u want and in the real world yr not always going to like who u work with. i didnt even know who was picked until we got on stage and miss seck showed us. this talking about each other needs to stop like WHOA! the band will fall apart if we keep it up so its up to everyone if they wanna grow up and get over it.

friday i drove to brians house to give his dvds back, ang went with me and we saw a k-mart and she screamed cause she works at one it was funny. so after we dropped them off we went to k-mart on 7 mile and bought a slip and slide lol and came back to my house and set it up and killed ourselves were still sore.

saturday i have to get up at 6:30am and tape wcs graduation. it was sooo hot in the field house that when i was doing camera for sterling i blacked out and was gonna puke and so i just ran lol then for cousino i played with band krystie brought my insturment and then tv went out to lunch and finished the day with mott and were home by 5pm was a tough day in that heat.

today i didnt do a damn thing other then sleep a lot schools almost over im a senior thats scary but i hope good things will come this year

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hahahahah ssooo true [12 Jun 2005|08:57pm]

Your Birthdate: October 26

Your birth on the 26th day of the month (8 energy) modifies your life by increasing your capability to function and succeed in the business world.

In this environment you have the skills to work very well with others thanks to the 2 and 6 energies combining in this date.

There is a marked increase in organizational, managerial, and administrative abilities.

You are efficient and handle money very well.

You're ambitious and energetic, while generally remaining cooperative and adaptable.

You are conscientious and not afraid of responsibility.

Generally sociable and diplomatic, you tend to use persuasion rather than force.

You have a wonderful combination of being good at both the broad strokes and the fine detail; good at starting and continuing. This birthday is practical and realistic, often seeking material satisfaction.

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